|Brca1 and me||
I'm just not right :( I have been gradually leading up to this point where I cannot ignore things anymore. Things are not good right now. Physically I have had an amazing journey post op, mentally it is a different matter. I am very low at the moment....my confidence is non existent. Thanks to post surgery pigging I have put on over a stone in weight and cannot bring myself to look in the mirror. I feel so exhausted all the time and have no interest or enthusiasm for anything. My drive, my motivation has buggered off. I've started feeling really anxious about silly things and have a niggling feeling of panic at the back of my mind constantly. I'm going to see my doctor on Monday. I don't want to carry on like this anymore, I want to get help and get this problem sorted. I didn't go through these surgeries to save my life only to half live it!!!