There is a song by My Chemical Romance 'Cancer'...since my aunt died I cant actually listen to it anymore. But there is a line that keeps running through my mind
'But the hardest part of this is leaving you'
I keep hearing it over and over and its making me cry. Ironic that I would be feeling that way now so close to the op when the whole reason I am having the op is to do all I can to prevent getting ill and leaving him.
My iTunes seems to be psychic today, I have it on shuffle through all my music as I tidy the house ready for ma's arrival on Sunday, and it keeps playing the most depressing, sombre stuff.
So over to P!nk and 'So What' to remind me how awesome I am.....girl power, high kick time. Woop woop :) BRCA1 I am coming for you!!!