Last week I had my ovarian ultrasound which also showed nothing of any concern. Again I know this is not a sure fire sign I am cancer free.
Does make me question a little why I am opting for screening over preventative surgeries as neither methods have offered me much comfort so far. I just keep hearing this little voice in my head screaming 'silent killer, silent killer'. And as strange as it feels I am very aware of my ovaries inside me, it's as if they have become something very alien to me.
I don't want anymore children, I don't want cancer, I don't care about an early menopause.......why exactly am I hanging on to these tiny timebombs?????