He called as I was attempting to get a screeching, tantruming toddler into a car seat so there wasn't really any time to dwell. The drive home was interesting....odd emotions kept coming over me in waves. Predominantly I now feel worried for Rachel & Lucy. I say a little prayer that if any of us have to have it, let it just be me. I know I can deal with this, I know I will be ok. But please spare my sisters all this.
Called mum to give her dad's results so she can now decide when is right to tell the girls. She is going to wait a little longer, wait for the right time.
I know now in my heart that I will be a carrier. I can make my peace with that, I just need the result so I can start to deal with it.
Where is my referral???? It's been 5 weeks!!